Saturday, March 14, 2009

Curious Perplexity

I wonder why I allow myself to have affection for someone who shows absolutely no interest in me.
I wonder why he doesn't atleast like me a little?
I wonder how come it's so hard to have a conversation with him.
It's impossible.
I want to just let it go and get on with my own thoughts.
But curiosity wants to know who and what sort of girl he is looking for.
It' s not me and I just need to accept that, and I will,
But it's just perplexing.

4 comments:

Lindsay Craft said...

Good advice, now why don't you take your own advice and get on with things!?

Lindsay Craft said...

he likes me...

Lindsay Craft said...

or does he?... i'm taking my heart back now, i'm sure you won't mind. i know i'll be better. i'm not mad, i just shouldn't be so silly to fall for someone so prematurely. my choice=bad idea, God's choice=good idea. :)

Lindsay Craft said...

He was not for me-talking to him was less engaging than talking to myself! That was quite the mental trip I put myself through-wow. He was so much better in my head. :)