Not interested

It all starts out with a little kiss and then three years of your life have passed and you realize you've been living like you're married and then you finally admit that you're not quite right for each other- although you love them more than anyone else you've ever been with... and then you go through a divorce of the heart and well, frankly... I'm not interested. I don't want you to get the wrong impression- the way I feel is not reactionary (although it does have to do with my past)... I can't wait to throw myself wholeheartedly into someone but I'm not interested in just finding someone to pass the time with- I'm quite content passing the time with myself and my dear (very dear) friends...and might I add... my God.